I miss him already!

Today Brad went off to his new job. It was probably harder on me to watch him leave, then it is for the boys. Brad is my rock, and he keeps me sane most days. Of course there are those days where he helps make me go crazy! But, after having him home for about 6 weeks (jobless) I am going to miss him not being here. Yes, money has been extremely tight, and scares me to death how the next bill will be paid. But... I just love being home with Brad. And I really miss him when he's gone.

I am very thankful he has finally found another good job. Hopefully now we can get our financial lives on track. So many bills are due, and I am ALWAYS on time when it comes to paying bills and car payments etc. I despise paying anything late, in fact I am usually always paying way ahead of time. I once had bad credit, and could not get approved for anything. Finally my credit score is good! I can not say the same about my husbands, so to me, it is important to keep my credit in good (if not great) standing.

Now life will be back the way it was before my husband lost his job. I'll only get to see him one or two full days a week (if I'm lucky). Then planning family activities will be harder, but at least we'll be able to (somewhat) be able to afford them.

I do plan on getting a job eventually. I feel like I want to work (financial reasons), but there is absolutely no one to care for my kids while I do so. Daycare is so pricey, and it is bad enough preschool is so expensive, for only 2 hrs! I just can not imagine having to pay probably 300 per child to be in daycare a week. It's probably even more expensive than I think. Plus I do really enjoy being a stay at home mom. I love always being here for my children.