It's been a while

I haven't wrote for a while, obviously. I just haven't felt up to it, and with Christmas I have been very busy.

Our kids had a good Christmas. They got everything they wanted, and Santa was very good to them. Bradley and Parker were really into unwrapping their gifts. Dustin was still tired, and just wanted to cuddle with mommy. I tried helping Dustin, and he wanted nothing to do with it. Once Dustin noticed his big gift, which was a baby 4 wheeler, he just wanted to play with that.

For Christmas eve.... I spent a lot of time wrapping gifts, and cleaning the house for company on Christmas. Brad and I also did something I didn't think we would ever do again...visit his parents. I did not take Bradley or Parker, but just took Dustin who sat on my lap the whole time. I figured I would be nice, and visited for the Holiday. I also wanted to give Samantha her Christmas gifts. One of which was a zhu zhu pet. That darn thing was so hard to get a hold of. I ended up waiting for about 2-3 hours to get one zhu zhu pet. Samantha seemed so excited about getting the zhu zhu pet though. The visit was pretty awkward, and I felt real uncomfortable. I do not mind Brads mom too much, and made a Christmas gift for her from my boys. I will say though, no matter what I will never again like Brads father. Everything Brad told me about that man, I believe. But, I won't go into that subject anymore.

Christmas day was grrreeeat!! My brother, his gf Brandee, and his children came over with my dad. Mom and I made dinner, I mainly made the dessert though. I made two cakes, one Christmas tree, and a snow man. The snow man cake was soooo cute!! My brother James played guns with all the boys and it was just so funny. Brad even got into the Nerf gun fight. They were all having so much fun. Dustin and AJ were even running around with their little guns shooting and making sound effects lol. It was the family get together I had hoped for. I had been waiting for our family to get together since James came home from Iraq. But CC had messed things up by telling lies, trying to break up the family. Now that all of that is over, things can start getting better. I couldn't have asked for our Christmas to have been much better. I am just so thankful for my 3 little boys, and my family. I love them all so much. Well, I will post some photo's later. Brad is making his chicken Alfredo tonight for dinner. I get a break from cooking, and Brad does a great job at making it!

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The Pictures

It took me a while to post these, but here they are.


Bradley smiling so nice.





Parker was a little ham. He has such a beautiful smile.




The best smile Dustin would give us.. a cute lil smerk.




My beautiful blue eyed boys. They all look so sweet. I love this picture.


Finally... our family picture.

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I'm 24

Yesterday was my birthday. We didn't do anything special, and it was just like any other day. Only I was an extra year older. My birthday present was the professional pictures the day prior. Which was something I really wanted. To have those pictures, to preserve the memories of my little boys being little. My mom also got me some nice ear rings, and a sweatshirt. My dad gave me a nice card, and money. I also did get a special gift from my oldest son Bradley! He had taken his magnadoodle (did I spell that right?) and took some wrapping paper and wrapped it all by himself lol. He came running to me very proudly, and told me "here's your gift mommy, it's a magnadoodle". He can be such a sweetheart.

It seems so weird to me now that I am older, just remembering how exciting it once was as your Birthday approached. Now... I dread it. I know I am lucky each year that I am alive to celebrate another birthday, but it saddens me to take that moment and realize how quickly life passes us by. As a kid I always wished I was older, now I know to tell my kids to never wish for that. I want to always remind them to enjoy being a kid because it doesn't last long at all.

Well again, I will post the pictures from our photo shoot soon.

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Christmas pictures

It's that time a year again, and our family tradition continues. Each year we get our family photo taken. It is important to me to have those memories. I have family photo's from each Christmas since Bradley was born. Our family sure has changed so much. We all look so much different. The boys really change from year to year, and are getting so grown up.

This Christmas things are already different from the previous years. Bradley and Parker are very into Santa, or as they call him "ho ho"! Bradley & Parker made a deal with daddy that they would smile for their pictures, and in return they would get to put up the Christmas tree that same day. So, Bradley and Parker "decorated" the Christmas tree after mommy & daddy put it together. The Christmas tree is pretty interesting looking now. I told Brad that once the boys are sleeping I have plans of redecorating the tree. It's really cute how hard Bradley & Parker tried to decorate. I gave them lots of praise, and told them what a beautiful job they did... although all the decorations are all in one spot, on one side of the tree.

Well anyway, I will post the pictures tomorrow. They all turned out so nice. Dustin's pictures weren't the best, but we did get a tiny smile from him. I was really disappointed he wouldn't smile. But Bradley and Parker made up for Dustin not smiling. They did a wonderful job, and were so pleasant. Bradley and Parker even made a little friend at the portrait studio. They were running around together, and playing catch with a football. My boys have always been so shy, so it was nice seeing them come out of their shell and play with other kids.

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